I'm just relaxing to my MP3...kinda...I have Christian rock playing so forget relaxed. XD

anyways, I'm also gonna have to study lots of things this weekend as a result for final tests next week...it's almost semester break~! I'm gonna miss my friends though during break the subjects I gotta study? ugh, History for the finals next week...Biology for the last test next week this semester (will be more tests next sem.), then there's Latin...which I kinda hate as much as History...memorizing endings is worse than Historical dates! and I think that's err...no, wait, I have a test on a book next week too so I gotta read 5 chapters T_T'' I actually don't like to read books...just my Bible is all I like...XD

other than that, I got my rest today since art class was sadly canceled I love the extra rest I got (woke up at 12pm ) but my art teacher is sick so I'm praying for her. -.-'

and the thoughts I've had lately are~:
- for every person you meet, you meet them for a reason...question is, what could the reason be? (you guys think of what reason you think it is for you to have met me...if you want ^^ heh, I have lots of friends n' all but I'll respond with a reason why I met you all XD)
- for every person you split up with, you split for a reason or your own good. (my older sis had a friend who started going on drugs n' such...so now they aren't friends anymore. who knows what happened, but now that I remember the person, I'll start praying for her...)

and that's all for my thoughts...these started up a little after I made friends at school

now for my "about me" list~! be prepared...XD

Personality
- cheerful most of the time X3
- total tomboy XD
- stubborn
- forgiving/apologetic
- relaxed/calm |3
- easy-going :3
- doesn't believe in giving up easily (related to stubbornness...XD)
- caring/kind/compassionate/merciful? (what do you guys think? it's for some reason hard to admit I'm a kind person if I am -.-)
- easily angered...but I remain calm, keep my anger in, or forget bout it...T_T' (when it comes to my lil sis though and she crosses the "annoyance line", uhh...I get kinda angry...XD I usually have to carry her out of my room, talk about loving my sore back every time )
- self-doing (I usually like doing stuff myself...otherwise, I go help another person but I'm the type who doesn't usually go with being helped -.-' I also very often like carrying more things than my parents to show them I'm independent and err...tough...XD)
- helpful (I like helping others X3 often, I forget about helping myself or I don't accept help from others 'cause I just wanna be the helper...XD)
- VERY shy, not one to start conversations...

Tomboy Traits?
- I don't like shopping unless it's for toys and games
- I don't like dresses and skirts one bit, I'll never even wear 'em!
- sports clothes are awesome! X3
- I'm not into "pretty" stuff like make-up or something like that...XD
- I like hanging out with my guyfriends the most, but still hang out with my girl buddies since I still have tomboyish friends...|3
- I like to show I'm tough...no kidding! XD but it's not like I get into fights, I show it in arm wrestling or something
- video games are fun~!
- most "girl-talk" isn't interesting...like talking about dating and make-up, urgh! >~<'
- pink is one of my least fave colors T_T' but blue wins~! X3 (ironic being a Sonamy fan...you'd think I'd like both blue and pink if Sonic and Amy are my fave characters XD but hey, I'm not racist )
- tennis shoes rock! >=3
- dressing up isn't my thing...T_T' usually, I'm forced anyways...my mom and sisters hate that tomboy side of me -.-'
- I hope to find a way to join the playfights my guyfriends get into at school...XDD

Sensitive to?
eh, I have a sensory disorder so it's best you understood that side of me

Hearing:
- loud noises like vacuums, leaf blowers, etc...ironically, guitars don't bug me at all if they play loud on my speakers from my rock music XDD
-- in fact, I LOVE the sound of guitars can't stop listening to that Christian and Christmas Rock...XD
- sound of chewing sadly...makes it hard on me and I'm easily stressed with that that's why I sit alone a lot when I eat...-.-' no complete family dinners I guess...heh
- sudden noises...I jump from those! O_O' like slammed doors or something really unexpected XD
- that...scratching sound...urgh...on chalkboards or walls....oh the horror!! >~<' that sound was on a Sonic X episode though...T_T' (when Sonic was trying to get up the METAL craft but...he scratched that metal falling off and...yow for my ears! >_<' )

Visual:
- I actually don't like certain movements...not sure how to explain T_T'
- for an unorganized person, I don't like dirty spots
- lights...a lot of light bugs me, even if it's not very bright to others I'm photosensitive for one thing you call it...have been since freakin birth -.-'
- blinking or flashing lights, images, etc...they give me headaches and if I'm not careful, they may give me another seizure I only had one in my life, I was 8, it was scary, blah blah blah...no need for full story here xP
- if something isn't positioned in a way I like, I get irritated...>~<' this sensory thing is what makes drawing harder on me
- I only like things I write a certain length...this is what makes writing stories hard for me

Feeling:
- I hate touching other things like paper after my hands/fingers have touched liquid...it's still like that after drying my hands darn it T_T' at least it's a temporary feeling every time |3
- I hate the feeling of rough, dry things...like denim and sandpaper for example...but I'm okay with animal licking since I've had cats lick me XD (ever heard of cat's tongues feeling like sandpaper? heh, that's true...but it's more...soft? XD)
--besides hating the rough feeling, I LOVE feeling fluffy, soft, and warm stuff~! X3
- I get cold easily, ugh T_T' (fingers numb at moment )

Taste:
- I hate spicy stuff
- I like sour but...it burns my tongue heh, sour fruit is okay though...XD it's the candy that bugs me a lot...
--Food:
- spicy food gives me cold-like symptoms T_T' usually from Mexican food, not sure why, but even mild salsa is spicy hot to me >.<'
- sugar gives me symptoms of a stomach virus...I usually feel like throwing up heh, at least avoiding sugar will keep me healthy XD
- because I'm almost vegan, meats and dairy products will make me sick to the stomach...maybe to the point of actually throwing up... I don't mind anyways, I'm a proud vegan! XD *soon to be off the darn cheese* T_T'
- artificial food flavoring type stuff is the worst...it tastes like freakin medicine!
---basically, I only like fruits, veggies, bread, water, and...pasta! XD

Smell:
- smell of foods I dislike make me feel sick
- strong smells like candles and perfume bug me SO MUCH! >~<'

and that's kinda all for my sensitivity...XD
all I can say is I hope to go from learning Micro-Biology to learning about the nervous system, I kinda need that knowledge
I'd put in more about me stuff, but I really gotta get back with studying and uhh...stop babbling in my journals...seeya~! XDD

PS. 2 more months (Feb. 26th) until my birthday~! X3 *also realizes repetitive use of icons* wow, sorry...XD