one thing's for sure, summer makes me feel tired and lazy 'cause of the darn heat! ><;
so yeah, I haven't felt like drawing or anything...I wish it didn't get so hot o_o;

anyways, I've also had a hard time sleeping lately I have so much on my mind, I can't even list it.... so could ya guys help pray for meh? I desperately need my sleep...and it's 5am the time I'm typing this crazy journal!

I've also found out very recently that I have a tendency to injure myself and just a while ago, I scared myself TOO good! XDDD
when it comes to being easily injured, I mean that I'm so clumsy, I hurt myself sometimes XDD it seems worse this summer, though...I was stabbed by a doorhandle in front of my friend when she came over last week O_O it hurt for a minute, but the pain was gone afterward...I have this feeling though that I worry my friends when things happen...I've even been hit in the face with a football XDDD the friend who threw the football felt horrible for a whole week even though I forgave him!

as for my self-scare, it happened just about an hour ago...XDD
I was listening to some hardcore Christian rock (still listening to the new CD I got..."Kutless" - "To Know That You're Alive" X33) but heard this noise through my headphones O.O so I paused the music and looked around my room...nothing there, weirdly enough Oo; (my room's been freaking me out lately every night....I don't like to sleep in it |D)
so my ears were used to the silence from my paused music for a minute and I go ahead to unpause my music....that was a horrible idea XDDD

I usually love playing rock songs loudly especially through headphones, soooo....
after un-pausing my music, it blasted my ears and I jumped high in my chair and nearly fell out!! XDDDD
seriously, I even hit my knee on the keyboard tray...sheesh, I never thought I'd scare myself better than anyone else would XDD

yeah, basically I've just been a clutz and weirdo this summer |3 I'm not sure if I've changed though, except with becoming more tomboyish and more of a rock fan XDD I'm also trying to get closer to God, but...it feels like I'm getting further from Him instead...T.T;;

I also have a few requests from someone to do, but....I haven't even felt like finishing them yet sorry, this summer's just been really crazy and hard for me...I'll need more time to work on my drawings, especially since I've decided to spend this free time from school to practice some more with drawing...|D

to the requester: please be patient, I'll appreciate it...the request will come when I feel in the mood to finish it

oh yeah, you guys must be wondering why I haven't updated for almost a month!! well, uhh...I've just been doing other things: practicing drawing (as mentioned above), trying to get better at writing so my stories n' poems can come back more improved, chatting with friends online, roleplaying, playing video games, and umm...just being lazy man my summer's boring...the only fun time in real life was when my friend came over, and that's it Oo
as for online, there are too many fun things to count! and I thank my chat buddies for that X33

seems this is another long journal....my journals of lengthiness have returned~! XD

--My DA Status--
I'm working on new plots and a new story for the MWA series I completely got rid of...but it's coming back, so don't worry! ;3 why else am I practicing story-writing....during summer break...?

I'm also practicing drawing Sonic characters, but don't expect me to master anything within less than 3 months of summer! just expect improvement

I might finally get back to work on that dang Sonamy Unleashed comic...maybe change the comic title...I mean, I dunno, I'm starting to lose my interest in Sonic couples so I won't be drawing that stuff for a while |D

I remembered that I had a HeartGold log thingy I started....but never continued O_O well, forget that now...I forgot almost everything I've done in the game except earn badges, defeat the Elite Four about 5 times and catch Ho-oh XDD
BUT, I might draw and color a piccy of my Pokemon team from HG

I've made a few more Sonic fan characters, so whenever I feel like making bios (which I have to update for older characters as well...especially my OC, Misty XDD) for them, I'll go ahead and upload those for you guys to see ;3
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-Other News-
I've realized I'll be 16 in 7 months!! O_O and when summer's over with school starting again, I'll be in 10th grade!! also....when I turn 16, it's not gonna be called "sweet sixteen"....it'll be "Spaghetti Sixteen!!" XDD seriously, I love spaghetti...so why not have spaghetti for dinner on every birthday of mine? XD (I had spaghetti on my 15th birthday....at least, I think I did O.O I can't believe I can't remember my 15th birthday, AGH! XDD)

but when I think about being 16, I'm just not sure if I wanna be that age....Oo we'll see if that mood changes when 7 months pass....

Also, there's been this thing going around about the ATCA and our internet being watched by them O_O I'm serious, if the thingy is passed, we won't have any privacy AT ALL! (sorry, I'm not sure if it's a bill or what...XD)
all we can do is hope n' pray that this doesn't get approved, it goes against privacy policy rules and aside that, the law itself! O_O ironic, isn't it? |D

really, do you wanna be watched for EVERYTHING you do on your computer and the internet itself?! that includes PRIVATE chat conversations!! ><;;

TO MY FRIENDS: if I haven't faved any of your recent art that I watch, I'm SO SORRY! I just haven't felt like checking any watched deviation messages, but I do be sure to pass by as many of your guys' profiles possible...just to help boost your views and maybe fave your new art in the "recent art" section while I can again, I deeply apologize for seeming "dead" on DA ._.;;

anyways, that's all...|3