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first off, I went to the dentist, and this time wasn't good :ohnoes: for one thing, I brush well but a little bit TOO well...|D my dentists saw that my gums were swelled up and look infected, so they did this extra cleaning that left my gums sore all day today! :icondragonweep:

the problem? I freakin hold my brush too tightly and brush my teeth too hard >.<; I gotta learn to control my strength...I don't even notice half the time when I'm using too much strength, which kinda makes me scared to tight hug anyone T.T;; I've even slammed doors on total accident and friendly-punched a buddy's shoulder too hard once....I feel so guilty |D
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on an upside, I got a cool dinosaur toy :3

another crazy thing that happened today was that I went to a teacher-parent meeting with my parents and I was at my most shock, in a good way, when listening to the conversation along with joining in a few times but mainly distracted with looking up at the ceiling...like I usually do...XD

anyways...if I heard the conversation correctly, I seemed to have "inspired" the school I go to in a way that, my teachers have told other teachers and schools about me, and I'm suddenly a "school sponsor" or some sort? O__O I'm not sure what to say to that....it's weird, suddenly being a sponsor |D I'm not any more special than others :ohnoes: it's mostly shocking when this sponsor thing is gonna help pay for the school to keep it running...I guess I help that way? XD the school's too awesome to be shut down or put outta business X3

then my teachers went on saying I'm a huge blessing from God for the school....it almost made me cry of joy! D: I dunno if I've ever had a teacher say that about me :'3

I dunno...I was thinking about home school again this year, but this stuff suddenly happening is giving me no choice but to go back to my school...|3 thing is, the school was gonna start being more strict, and I was just used to the flexibility there last year...I don't like strict-style stuff, so it made me scared to go back, honestly ^^;

....but it seems God wants me in that school...I'm not sure why, but it's kinda strange how my school tuition is also gonna be helped paid for (parents are getting poor |D) while I'm some "school sponsor" Oo I guess I'll humbly accept all of this...but it's kind of hard, since I'm the type of person who doesn't like feeling any more special or better than others...and this is pretty huge, of all students, I'm a sponsor? T.T things are getting interesting this year....
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:iconbeagleboy4ever:
Beagleboy4ever Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010  Student Digital Artist
Boo for sore gums,:noes: hooray for dinosaur toy! :dummy:
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Sonamy42 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
yeah :ohnoes: and yush! X3
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Emily-Young Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010  Hobbyist Filmographer
Sounds really awesome!^_^ But do you really wanna help out with the school? If you do, that's great!^_^ But listen to God if he tells you to quit if it becomes to much for you. =(
Because God would never wanna force you to do something that would put strain on you.

But f you really wanna do it, and you'd enjoy helping the school, then that probably means God wants you to, and that it's right for you. =)
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Sonamy42 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
I like being helpful, so I guess in a way I'm glad to help out. X3 it just feel strange since I wasn't intending to help. O.O XD

and that's true :3
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Emily-Young Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010  Hobbyist Filmographer
Okay! Well, good luck then!^_^
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Nine-MileStudios Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
I actually brush too hard as well ^^; My dentist nailed me for it because it was causing my gums to pull back. :/ I found that brushing my teeth with my mouth open helps me not to brush as hard for some reason.

But I know how you feel. I went to Christian school for both primary and secondary school and there was more than one time I was highly praised and considered a blessing to the school. I'm like you in I find it uncomfortable to be praised like that, mainly because I don't want it to go into my head and make me think more highly of myself than I should. In other words, having pride get the better of me.
But I also think to say that you're no more special than anyone else is a little bit too degrading. Each one of us is unique and special to God and He has a plan for us. That makes us special to him. ^^ I think it's more seeing how special we are from God's point of view, not the world's.
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Sonamy42 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010
hmm...I'll try and brush with my mouth open, then O.O

wow, yeah, that's pretty much how I feel....with avoiding pride n' such...X3 it sure is uncomfortable though to suddenly be a school blessing/sponsor ^^;

and yeah...you're right about that :3 I just don't like feeling more special than others |3
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Nine-MileStudios Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
I think it's because I don't clamp down on the brush that way :/
Oh well, I'd give it a try. It might help ^^

Well God seems to want you to be there. You might have some special task he wants you to do there. ^^

Well, we all have a function in the body of Christ ^^
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Sonamy42 Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010
yeah |3

and yep, pretty true X3 makes me curious what my purpose at the school is, though...Oo but I can wait...XD
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Nine-MileStudios Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2010  Professional Artisan Crafter
"Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD."
Psalm 27:14
One of my favorites :D

I know. ^^
Waiting can be tricky sometimes. Like I wanted to volunteer at my church but everytime I tried to call, either I called after office hours or I just got pulled away.
But you know, when I did get a hold of them, it turned out that someone had just gone to working part time recently and they really needed help this week!
God's plan is perfect :)
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