first off, I went to the dentist, and this time wasn't good for one thing, I brush well but a little bit TOO well...|D my dentists saw that my gums were swelled up and look infected, so they did this extra cleaning that left my gums sore all day today!
the problem? I freakin hold my brush too tightly and brush my teeth too hard >.<; I gotta learn to control my strength...I don't even notice half the time when I'm using too much strength, which kinda makes me scared to tight hug anyone T.T;; I've even slammed doors on total accident and friendly-punched a buddy's shoulder too hard once....I feel so guilty |D
on an upside, I got a cool dinosaur toy :3
another crazy thing that happened today was that I went to a teacher-parent meeting with my parents and I was at my most shock, in a good way, when listening to the conversation along with joining in a few times but mainly distracted with looking up at the ceiling...like I usually do...XD
anyways...if I heard the conversation correctly, I seemed to have "inspired" the school I go to in a way that, my teachers have told other teachers and schools about me, and I'm suddenly a "school sponsor" or some sort? O__O I'm not sure what to say to that....it's weird, suddenly being a sponsor |D I'm not any more special than others it's mostly shocking when this sponsor thing is gonna help pay for the school to keep it running...I guess I help that way? XD the school's too awesome to be shut down or put outta business X3
then my teachers went on saying I'm a huge blessing from God for the school....it almost made me cry of joy! D: I dunno if I've ever had a teacher say that about me :'3
I dunno...I was thinking about home school again this year, but this stuff suddenly happening is giving me no choice but to go back to my school...|3 thing is, the school was gonna start being more strict, and I was just used to the flexibility there last year...I don't like strict-style stuff, so it made me scared to go back, honestly
....but it seems God wants me in that school...I'm not sure why, but it's kinda strange how my school tuition is also gonna be helped paid for (parents are getting poor |D) while I'm some "school sponsor" Oo I guess I'll humbly accept all of this...but it's kind of hard, since I'm the type of person who doesn't like feeling any more special or better than others...and this is pretty huge, of all students, I'm a sponsor? T.T things are getting interesting this year....